Friday, February 5, 2010
Love is my enemy..

Death is my friend.
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8:33 PM
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Currently addicted to a korean used-to-be famous singer,LEXY!
she's hot+cute!
SUPERB!
try listen to her Super Fly ft G.D,TOP and Tae Yang. NICE!
here's the photo of her.




LEXY SEXY
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9:50 PM
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Looking at the photographs..
Everytime it'll makes me smile...
I wish time would return..
Photographs capture eternal memories..
Memories that never be fade,forget..
and erase...
Though we have walk seperate path of life..
I wish you all the best..
and be happy always...
and forever.
Thanks for the memories...
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7:04 AM
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Lately i've make a few new friends,from lower form,3&4.
They nice and open. Easy to chat with.
I get to know this energitic,shy and friendly friend from 4science1. we've been chatting in msn quite frequently. =) now we've been messaging too,due to my laptop keep dying on me. sigh.
On the other hand,i get to know this fren through my classmate. I am just mezmerize by her pair of eye,so cute! like like..hamster! not criticizing,is a compliment. XDD she'll kill me if she read this. XP
she's from 3D.
oh ya,and two new Malay friends. I keep for forgetting their names. hahaha ^^"
is hard for me to remember. sorry ^^"
kinda like this new year,well,it's still early forme to say whether if it's nice this year,but hey! let's hope for the best to come(not stpm ==*) XD
i kinda lost contact with my japanese friend again. it has been 1month and 1 day since she last reply. really hope we could still be in touch. =l still waiting everyday though. i still remember the day she replied me after two months of wait. on 30dec 2009,evening i was fed up of a game,i log out and check my gmail. VOILA! i've have mail! lol! my feeling that time cant be describe with words. i smirk all the way! =P but we just chat for 2days. =( that's not enough! i waited 2monhs for it,but we only chat for 2days!? sigh~~ now still waiting though.. still waiting...
well,i think this year school trip to Kanagawa,Japan during June,is not happening. =(
within this month,we have to give our reply to tourism agency. they plan and recommend us to visit during our June break,but on the other hand,Yamato Nishi High School(YNHS) having their exam. =( cant they just postpone their exam for our sake? we're just visit them for few hours top only! =l
the way i see it,my dream to visit YNHS is getting dark,gloomy. =(
THAT'S NOT THE END OF IT YET~!
my teacher told my group of friends and i that we will visit them by ourselves next year after STPM. means we going anyway,just the matter of when. of course the sooner the better right?! *clap clap* XDD hahahaha!
well,that's all for now.
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5:34 AM
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Monday, January 25, 2010
*KIDS UNDER 18 ARE STRICTLY FORBID TO STAY IN THIS PAGE AS THIS POST CONTAIN GORE AND VOILENT*
Today really had a bad day.
today i was suppose to do a presentation,but in the end they postpone to tomorrow. nvm,it's okay,i forgive them,as i manage to skipped 2periods thx to them anyway. no big deal. here's the thing,before i knew about they are not coming today,the projector just die on me,i fail to get it back working. of course i felt nervous,afraid couldn't present. so i went to look for the so-called-pro-technical teacher,Mr. Z*. i found him,told him about what happen and need his help. guess what? he brush me off with this sentence,"eh? nothing is wrong with the projector". i've just explain that the projector has abit problem,he thinks im joking! he didnt even check out the projector first. cant just he move his lazy ass to the room which just around 10steps away?!! he so lanci man! i tell u,after i heard what he said,i had this urge to scold him.who does he think he is? he think he's VIP is it? he thinks he's the best and outstanding is it? he think we will die without him is it? F*** U LAR Mr. Z*!!! he thinks he's so special with that f*** face of his? dont make me laugh man. you're just some low-life going around school with the stupid proud face of yours. everybody knows it.
During chem class,which i hate since start of form6. that teacher is just suck,a.k.a WindTalker. talk like a wind blowing,so soft. but when come to scolding,loud lyk F. i thought of talking back to her like "when teach voice cipek soft,when scolding insanely so loud,u retarded is it!?"
this year i thought my chem teacher would be taught by other teacher,instead she continue to teach upper6. @#$@#$@#$! gotta face her wrath and shit again. retarded windtalker.
today chem lesson,i sat most behind looking how and what she teaching us,i was learning. then suddenly she stop,start her wrath by scolding my 2 friends beside me n myself. she claim that we study dun need to hold a pen and jot it down. i wasnt jotting down,instead i paying attention listening and figuring out what she teach. BUT she say im not paying attention and dreaming away. WTF!?? i could have talk back to her and silent her instead,but i give face dont wanna humiliate her. so i silent. instead she fire my friends and i,humiliating us infront my fellows friends. i was so regret didnt talk back to her,i could have say "eh,i was looking at what u teaching on board and jot down later cannot ah?!". i wish i would have said it out loud. the next time of this same kind event,i swear i wouldnt soft-hearted towards her anymore,STRICTLY NO FACE GIVEN!!
i mean it.
in short,screw u Mr. Z n Mrs. Windtalker! u two could make the best couple. retards~~
sorry this post contain alot vulgar as well as gore. because this post,really need those words. =)
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3:47 AM
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I've been neglected my blog for some time. sorry babe. =(
lately i just felt empty..
a part of me is missing..
is it because i miss her too much??
is it because i expect too much from her??
is it because i'm despo hear from her??
too many 'is it because...' !! ><
=(
at least i learn that she's safe in her home 1week ago(after waited 2months ==zzz).
but it's been a week i haven't hear from her...im getting worry something went wrong somewhere. ><>
sorry if this may be a crap to readers,but i just felt like it updating my current mood and for the sake of update. =p will update something more interesting when i got chance. =)
oh ya..tonnes of homeworks and school stuffs starting creeping and piling up on me..again.. ==zzz
im okay with the school stuffs,as im helping a beloved teacher who adore me. hahaha. how can i not help her while she's trying her best fullfiling my dream by bringing my friends and i to Japan? XDDD really hope the Japan trip work out. really want to go. as for now,there's a major problem protruded,that is Yamato Nishi High School discourage us to visit them in the month of June as they coincidencely having exam week. teacher plan to go during our sch hols in the month of June but they having exam! im so worried that we might not be able to visit long-dreamt Yamato Nishi High School. my friends and i somehow were trying our best to reach our goal.
FIGHTING!
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3:40 AM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy New Year all~!! hahahaha!
2009 ended really well i must say. not as in boombastic celebration or whatever. is because i got reply from my japanese friend on new year eve! what are the odds?!!
at first i was kind moody about something,awhile later i check my gmail,VOOILA! emo-ness gone,wore off immediately. hahahaha! i was so surprised and happy. smirking happily. hahaha. I spend my 2009 xmas eve and new year eve 2009 at home. hahaha. kinda dull,no plans for the two nights. =(
well.tomorrow get my ass back to school..again. @@ so not ready for it! T~T
i guess that's all for now. please extend hols! T~T
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2:24 AM
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